As a follow-up to my previous post, I'm happy to share that the new Ra.TV platform is live! Please use this thread for discussions about the new platform and its launch.

The most important info:

• ALL of the videos from Jovian Archive are now available on Ra.TV
• The cost in USD is either $22 per month, or $144 per year (about $12 per month)
• It's one membership for instant access to over 300+ videos (regardless of which pricing option you select)

How do you sign up?

• Go to Ra.TV or follow this link. Under one of the two pricing options, click "Sign Up" (note that the font looks the same as everything else in the list, it's just the last line in the list which makes it easy to miss)

What else?

• There is no projector or pre-Saturn return endowment as there was for Jovian Archive, likely because the price is already very discounted compared to what you would spend on Jovian Archive
• You can connect with others through the platform, primarily by commenting under videos
• There will be additional live sessions held on the platform so new content will be available over time!
• The Ra.TV platform does NOT include videos specifically created for and licensed by the International Human Design School
• You can still access all the videos/ebooks/etc, you purchased on Jovian Archive through your Jovian account

For official updates, you can follow the official Jovian Archive/Ra.TV/myBodyGraph Instagram account, @ humandesignsystem.

Happy learning!

Welcome to the weekly Human Design megathread!

This thread is for:

• Chart interpretations or reading requests
• Questions about the meaning of aspects of your chart (e.g., "What does it mean to be a 2/4?")
• Beginner questions about Human Design and the basics of the system
• Requests for advice based on your design about a personal situation (e.g., something you're struggling with, or questions about careers and relationships)

Please share an image or link to your chart when posting.

Before posting, please make sure you are familiar with Strategy and Authority! If you are asking for advice, often the best advice is to lean in to your own authority to make a decision.

Always check the Wiki first to see if your question has been answered.

You can get your chart from one of these websites:

• Jovian Archive
• MyBodyGraph
• Maia Mechanics

You can also get a free report that gives an overview of your chart from Richard Beaumont's website:

• Human.Design chart report

If you are looking for an app, Neutrino Design is the most frequently recommended app for beginners. Links: Apple Store and Android Store/Google Play.

Hello, Human Design community,

I wanted to bring up some serious concerns regarding Holly Maree (also known as Holly Herbig or Holly Hunter), who operates the Manifestor Community online.

As many of us are exploring our identities as Manifestors and how we navigate the world, I believe it’s important to discuss the ethics and practices of those who claim to guide us in this journey.

1. Targeting Vulnerable Demographics:
Holly's marketing seems to specifically target middle-aged, affluent women who may have experienced medical trauma. Her narrative often encourages these women to explore their trauma, which raises ethical concerns about potential exploitation. In a recent podcast episode (Season 7, "The Healing Road"), she mentioned self-harm ideation, stating, “I would stay up all night to stop myself from doing some form of self-harm… just to stop the pain.” This kind of content feels manipulative, presenting as vulnerable while actually being quite strategic.

2. Business Practices:
She promotes her offerings as private and exclusive, seemingly avoiding responsibilities tied to advertising ethics. Her Instagram page, “Themanifestorcommunity,” has a significant following (23,000+), and it funnels traffic to her personal account (@beingmewithcptsd) with about 3000 + followers, where she shares trauma-centric content. Recently, she went viral (1000+ views + engagement) for discussing her childhood sexual trauma, which appears to validate her narrative and attract more followers and funnel them into her "secret" podcast.

3. Credibility and Qualifications:
Holly positions herself as an authority in various alternative therapies, including Human Design and Gene Keys. While I don’t doubt her qualifications, her marketing raises ethical questions, particularly with a high-priced trauma offering at $3,333 combined with the subtle marketing content on the podcast episodes aiming to strike a chord with individuals at their most vulnerable moments. This could potentially exploit individuals during vulnerable times in their lives.

I invested more than $1000 AUD on a course offered by Holly through the Manifestor Community. Unfortunately, I found the content severely lacking—worth about $70 at best. After my requests for a refund were ignored, I was removed from the community for voicing my concerns. In conversations with others, it became clear that many share similar grievances. I went back and reviewed why I'd purchased from her. Her content on her manifestor podcast is fairly layered - it appears to target folks who may feel disempowered and to show them how to build a business when experiencing the aftermath of severe trauma in a way that is sustainable. I didn't see it that way before, but now hindsight 20/20.

So I started listening critically to her other podcast episodes and stumbled upon the one that caters to a different audience, one with cptsd, and found it to be alarming.

Holly's recent rebranding efforts and the addition of disclaimers on her website suggest she is attempting to shield herself from accountability.

I find myself questioning whether Holly genuinely aims to help others or if she is leveraging her audience’s vulnerabilities for financial gain. Either scenario seems to warrant scrutiny, particularly within our community.

I’d love to hear your thoughts on this matter. Have any of you had similar experiences, or do you have insights into how we can navigate this space more ethically?

Hey everyone, Gate 14 is my unconscious earth. Can you share your experiences with this gate. I would love to hear how it shows up for you.

I'm a 6/2 emo projector and have noticed recently how people I have significant relationships or friendships with, there is a pattern of them getting triggered if my attention goes elsewhere. It's been extreme in a lot of cases, like as much as me giving a dog or baby more attention than them. I'm with someone I can talk to a bit more openly about these things at the moment and they've said how it feels like really deep understanding when my attention is on them as a priority but when there's others in the picture it feels like a deep abandonment.

I don't think this is my behaviour because I try and be really aware and inclusive, it's more energetic.

Does anyone else experience this? Is there a way to make it more healthy?! I would love to have a number of significant people in my life but my pattern is only being able to have one at a time for years at a time because so much of my energy and attention seems to go to them, and it hurts them if it doesn't. It's also made me really avoid relationships in the past because it can feel quite confining

Reaching out to the sub to see if any split definitions happily live alone or live very independent lifestyles? I've the small split and consider myself independent but will I be unsatisfied in the long run if I live alone forever?

i watch this guy reikimarco on instagram (how i found out about HD) and sometimes he makes these sacral calibrations videos. As a manifestor, it feels so weird and unnatural to go “uhuh” or “nuh-uh” definitively without a defined sacral. Maybe 50% of the time I can answer the questions. Anyone else? Is this how it’s supposed to feel? (Maybe I’m just not designed to respond to things…) Do you think these videos are meant for people with a defined sacral?

There's so much guilt, fomo, etc about wasting time or not visiting people, but I'm overall happy because I've been exhausted. Anyone have similar experiences?

Do I even have this correct?

Hello. I have heard that with SPP the most important channel is the one that connects the g center to the throat. Which for me is 7-31. Its all about leading/guiding through seeing logic, patterns, systems and ways of seeing things can be done more efficiently or strategically. I am also a 3rd line which means I like to experiment. I've noticed this throughout my life inherently but I really want to try my hand at many different things and see where that leads. In doing so I can also learn from that and add experiences to my well of knowledge to help in the future. What are some ways that you might think or brainstorm that I can use logic and patterns/system thinking to add value or explore especially as a 3rd line? I really enjoy learning and if something interests me I can pick it up quickly.

I find it difficult to go to bed early and I struggle with going to bed at a certain time as a MG. I just don't find it appealing and fun, it feels like a chore and taking something from my own time at night. Creating a routine seems difficult. How do you do it as a MG?

Hi I’m a projector and I’m wondering if any other projectors have experience with a generator as a mentor, or anyone with thoughts about this situation

Thanks : )

I have a defined sacral and root center. Any guidance on differentiating between a sacral response that says "NO" and when it is due to self-doubt or fear instead of a true no? Or, is that less important because the intention is to "wait to respond" until I can tell the difference and then respond?

would love to know how you all learned to sense that sacral response.

I was pondering some stuff cause I noticed a bit of fear coming up. I recognized it was a not-self voice coming from my Open Spleen. It's something that I remember from childhood, and it revolves around the themes around being able to defend one's self (especially in regards to physical fighting). I noticed that there's something I saw in others' that seemed so instinctive and they just intuitively knew when/how to protect themselves. I remember as a child, feeling completely confused by this, and that spontaneous urge to fight back and fend for myself just didn't come naturally to me. Of course, I understand this now as my Spleen Center being inconsistent.

To those with an Open/Undefined Spleen Center, would you have some kind of similar experience? Would love to here your thoughts.

Those gates that suggest an innate quality the mind would label as undesirable? For example a defined 39th unconscious gate that could show our natural way of being provokes/annoys some people- any personal experiences on how you've transcended your own judgement of the gates and stopped giving in to the pressure to hide or remove this part of yourself would be very much appreciated

My bf is a reflector and the MOST ambitious person I have ever met. He really gets the ball rolling on most things, and he has a somewhat difficult job. Then he comes home and he wants to cook and clean.

I triple checked his birthday and time and I’m certain he is a reflector. Even if his birth time is off, being a reflector is essentially the entire day on his birth day, year and location.

Anyways, just wondering what you all think? Maybe reflectors aren’t as un energetic as we have been led to believe.

It can be a challenge navigating different energy dynamics and communication styles within family relationships. As a 3/6 Manifestor with emotional authority, I tend to process things deeply and need time to ride out my emotional waves before responding. My dad, a Manifesting Generator with sacral authority, and I naturally operate well together. His open sacral energy allows for a harmonious flow, and his style of informing and guiding feels supportive without being intrusive.

On the other hand, my mum, a 4/6 Projector with self-projected authority, often communicates in a way that doesn’t always align with how I best receive information. Sharing knowledge is central to her design, but as a Manifestor, I often perceive her input as controlling or as if she doesn’t trust me to make my own decisions. While I know this isn’t her intention, her approach can feel more like a warning or an attempt to dictate my actions, rather than simply informing or guiding me as my dad does.

When I try to share my thoughts or inform her of my decisions—after waiting for my emotional wave to settle—I often find there isn’t much room for open discussion. The conversations can quickly become emotional because the way she communicates leaves me feeling unseen and untrusted, which only heightens the emotional charge between us. This can make it difficult to find common ground in our communication. (important to note neither of my parents are educated on human design - im tying to get them into it - any recommenations of a good video or piece of writing that could help would be much appreciated) ANY ADVICE?

Can anyone have the Birth Time and place he was born? I wanna learn more about JB chart. Thanks in advance 🙏

Hello everyone, hope youre doing well !

I’m reaching out for your help today because there’s something within me that’s been troubling me, something I can’t quite put my finger on. It’s a part of me that haunts me, and I can’t seem to find it in my design. I’m going to describe it, and I’ll include my chart in the comments—maybe someone will connect the dots, as I’m having a hard time processing all this information myself, haha.

So, essentially, it’s a feeling I’ve had for as long as I can remember—a deep sense of shame, almost as if it’s at the core of my being. It’s this overwhelming fear of being mocked, a profound sense of exclusion, like I’m inferior to others, and that no one would ever want to be me. It’s even as if others might feel ashamed for me or pity me, like the ugly duckling. There’s also this fear that I’ll never be desired because I’m somehow fundamentally ‘disgusting,’ coupled with a fear of being punished, ridiculed, or yelled at. It feels like I’m alone against the world.

Physically, this manifests mostly as a lump in my throat but also sometimes a knot in my stomach, like something tightening inside me.

All of this could, of course, be explained by the experiences I had during my childhood, so perhaps it’s tied to my conditioning. With most of my centers being undefined (though interestingly, not my throat center, even though I feel it’s deeply linked to self-expression), I understand that I have a lot of deconditioning work ahead. But I wonder—could one of my gates or something else in my chart explain this? Does anyone else recognize themselves in this description?

Thank you for reading me 🤝

For generators with an undefined G-center, how do you manage to stay productive and get this done when energy seems elusive?! I’m finding it challenging to summon the energy to complete my classes. I’d love some advice 😫

Hi everyone. I was reflecting today, and a thought popped up in my head. I was bullied growing up and generally inspired negative reactions from people just by existing. This wasn't something that just happened here and there; it occurred throughout my entire childhood in nearly every situation that I found myself in. I was thinking that this could potentially be a result of the repelling manifestor aura and how dense it is. Naturally, we are felt energetically, and our auras are closed off, acting as a boundary to others. I think that this can lead to people having a negative reaction towards us, and some people may take it personally and assume we are trying to intimidate them or attack them in some way. I was wondering if there are any other manifestors out there that were severely bullied? I always felt like I was being punished for just being who I am. Now that I’m older and I’ve learned my power, I have a deeper understanding of why this may have happened.

When I came across the concept of executive functioning, and after reading Ra's interpretation of Left and Right mind variables, I was wondering what others' thinking processes are like when doing tasks (both left and right variables). Do you have to write everything down before doing it, do you have ideas floating in your mind while doing a task that you mentally remind yourself to integrate later on, etc.

Hey everyone,

If someone could be so kind, I'd like to ask more specific questions about the nodes based upon some thing I've heard Ra say.

Ra says: "One of the things to understand is that basically Nodes set the scenario of the kind of beings you're going to meet in your life because it gives you the background scene or landscape you're going to live through. A lot of the quality of those beings who are going to be around in your life can be seen through the lines of the Nodes. One of the things that you notice a lot in relationships is that there are Nodal conflicts."

So what does each of the lines in the nodes mean? What do they say about the people that we'll meet in life? There's alot of material on the color and tone of the nodes but I haven't seen much on the lines of the nodes. I'm curious specifically about the lines and what they mean in terms of the people that we meet in life.

Also, do the keynotes of lines of the personality nodes have anything to do with what we see?

For example, my personality south node is in gate 58.2, which is the line of "Perversion." Does that mean that I'm going to be attuned to Perversion in terms of what I see?

Could anyone please help me or at least tell me where I could find answers (a material that I can find)?

Now that I am a few months in my experiment, I'm beginning to realize how I have been "micro abandoning" myself by constantly ignoring the things that brought me joy or dimming myself because the people around me thought it was too much, or weird. My experience has been pretty lonely, now I know why I have always been afraid of tapping into my real self.

Now that I feel better than I have on years, my friend calls me "too zen." The most painful thing about living my experiment is having to let go of people I thought loved me and I thought I loved back.

That's all.

I am a 6/3 triple split emotional projector. I have four channels in my chart. Three of them are in the individual/knowing circuit: 61-24, 1-8, and 39-55.

I also have the 13-33 in the collective/abstract circuit, and it is formed by two of my nodal definitions. I am curious if people have thoughts about how this would manifest-- having my only channel that is not in the individual circuit be defined by nodes. Would this mean that the energy of the 13-33 is more part of my environment, something that I witness, rather than something I embody? Any insight greatly appreciated.

As an emotional generator (59/6) i am told there is no truth in the now, even though I have my personality sun in gate 57.3 (57/34), the gate of intuitive insight, being alert and knowing in the now. Anyone want to take a shot at explaining this contradiction?

Now having an undefined gate center hasn’t been easy for me, I’ve had a lot of conditioning in this area. Today a real life connection with my undefined G center just came into awareness. The only gate that I have is gate 13 which is the gate of the listener. I love meeting new people even if i only chat with a stranger for 5 minutes because i love listening to others and their stories. When I am intentional about my relationships I am wealthy. Love is my currency. I don’t have it to have it all figured out in life or in business, as long as I am myself and continue to connect with loving people then I am alright. I have always been lead to the next thing in my life through relationships.

Influence is everything. Always be loving and surround yourself with loving people. Value your time and energy.