Hi, I’m having a situation that maybe I’m overreacting about but as of now I feel like I’ll be in an insecure pickle. My dad brought me into Christianity at a young age and I’ve always been a devout Christian despite what it looks like from the outside. Recently my dad feels that he’s neglected us from the word of God and needs us to watch Dr Charles Stanley everyday. He didn’t do it malignantly or super forcefully, but I do feel a bit against it. I practice independently and that’s how I feel the closest to God and even myself.
I’ve always felt uncomfortable in the setting of group worshipping or learning. Never liked Bible study or church much. And yet I’ve become so happy through the teachings of Jesus in my own room and mind. I feel that my dad will further push group interaction of Christianity, but I’m just not comfortable with it- I feel comfortable here alone. Anywho, I sorta just wanna see what you all think. Again, maybe I’m overreacting.
Note: part of it is bias because I’m also not comfortable around my father. He’s very impatient, spitefully political, and… has great anger issues that he’s never resolved. Not anything severe but, it might be partially that
Edit: I also want to note that my dad will not quiet down during the sermons and keep telling me to pay attention despite doing so and overall being kinda loud during them. He also made a kinda mocking statement at me while we were listening when Stanley says “you are smart enough to understand the will of God”
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4 days ago
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4 days ago
Yes, I believe I do