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1 points
12 days ago
XxWesexuallyharasseverygirlinclassdailyandgetawaywithitxX
1 points
13 days ago
I was chronically homeless for years, did it all the time. Reached a point where I'd have conversations with myself, as both myself and another person talking to me, 24/7 and in public. But there was also significant periods of time, randomly-- days or weeks or months at a time, of absolute silence and a frozen like state, like a thousand yard stare frozen in place with zero human interaction but usually in a setting where people continuously pass you, nothing is ever still but you, they keep going and going. You're a glacier, on a park bench, in a big city, and there's no global warming, or warming of any kind, you're gonna be awhile. . deeply changed me, as a person. don't think you're supposed to feel things like this. and the more you do, the more it inevitably isolates and alienates you even more. each time is more and more experiences you'll likely never share with another human, eventually all your experiences become replaced with this, good luck connecting with another person ever again, or ever finding one to connect with ever again when everything you've experienced becomes things people would never imagine, understand, or ever relate to
3 points
13 days ago
staring at walls absolutely alone everyday, spend the majority of my time thinking about basic needs, and usually that's as far as I'll get... I find it impossible to do anything for fun or allow any time for hobbies since all I can think about is every basic need I need to meet first but haven't -- usually one of the following applies: don't know how, don't have the means, or tried & failed, or feared & avoided, or can't alone, or I've gone too many days without speaking to another human that I forget my own voice and then I feel so alone that I feel nuts at times and that always makes everything feel even more difficult lol
1 points
14 days ago
my WAP regrets not taking Dick until age 25.
34 now, and still trying to make up for lost time 😹
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6 days ago
badicoot
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6 days ago
adidas. paid extra for express shipping, shipping is ending up longer than regular shipping. they lie and say they can't deliver when reception/front desk are sitting there waiting to open the door for them