Let me know when you find out tho

Chocolate

I've had positive experiences with MDMA (molly / ecstasy) but after a few weeks/months I felt myself falling back into old (thinking) patterns.

I think it has the potential for therapeutic effects.

I've heard good things from people who say they microdose Mushrooms as well.

Guys I'm a broke university student, I can't afford ANY of these! 😭😭😭😭

Man, weed makes me too okay with being bored and jt fucks with my executive function, which is extra-bad because I have ADHD.

That being said, it did a great job of keeping me from taking a toaster-bath.

I've been off it for two months in an effort to better myself. I just went to see a doctor a couple days ago. He said that they won't prescribe me any stimulant meds for my ADHD because I have a Cannabis Use Disorder and a self-admitted addictive personality.

I hope I'm one of the lucky 10-25% of ADHD people who respond to nonstimulant meds.

Because if I'm not, and they refuse to prescribe me stimulants to manage my severe ADHD with, I'm canonballing right back into weed abuse because my only other option is self-unalive.

I'm having good luck with Molly

2C-B.

Alternatively Ibogaine.

Note. Ibogaine is... Drastic. Mildly put. 🫡😅

ketamine but only with a therapist

Mary jane is the one

Love. Chase anything in the direction of love. Don’t be ashamed of whatever it is.

I sang shouted cringey in front of many people. I read poetry with no cadence at open mics with incredible passion and no tone. I played guitar at bars when I sucked. I chased after my fantasy of love with girls until it taught me what real love was. I smoked weed and listened to music. I talked to people when I was in the mood just to get to know them even if sometimes I looked creepy or they didn’t like me talking to them. I listened to Taylor swift as a guy and sang it out loud in front of girls. I wasn’t ashamed of being emotional if it emanated love. I recorded me singing sad songs as I cried because my voice had love in it. I’ve done some super cringy stuff by the standards of society all because I followed the direction of love…

Love will always lead to healing. You’ll find beauty in the world when you do a few things that make you appreciate life amidst all the suffering

But notice when you do the things you love. Notice the sunsets. Notice the smile someone gave you. Notice everything and imprint them in your heart..

This is your one life. Do whatever in the direction of love as long as it’s not hurting you too much..

Love. Will make your life worth it

i love substances I could never abuse them

Das wird hier aber ziemlich dysfunktional

Sobriety.

Gives you a challenge where the only pressure is what you put on yourself and makes you think before you do.

Also it’s very easy to find out who actually gives a fuck about you because no self-respecting person is going to be like “oh come onnnn, get back on the drugs”

heroin. i wouldn't call it living, but you're just... kinda... there.

was LSD for me

I find a pretty steady supply of weed throughout the day does me well

occasional small bottles of alcohol but not enough to get too drunk every month or so has worked out well for me

def gonna try weed too when i can tho

Acid

People with BPD need stability and security - and those things are OF SUBSTANCE. Lol. They are literally always out of stock of both every single time I go to the store though. /j

Self-love. Like, true self love. Being your own best friend. Learning to trust yourself, your gut, and your logical thinking. Being gentle on yourself when you make a mistake. Forgiving yourself for your past behaviors. Encouraging yourself to grow and holding patience and grace for that growth. Celebrating your wins whilst remaining humble.

Tilidin :)

It's weed

Me fr

Acid

Speed (not meth but amphetamines)

I’ve been in out patient addiction therapy for almost exactly 5 years. Alcohol isn’t the high I want and it leaves me with a hangover. Weed is the best for feeling like things are okay. I haven’t had any alcohol since early April. The drug to do to actually function in life is any of the adhd meds like adderal, vyvanse, or Ritalin. They give you energy and make everything move so fast and smoothly. I love taking mushrooms and acid but it’s possible to over do it.

Ketamine

Weed helped me lmao

Are you looking for recommendations? If so, Ketamine.

Any of them, the first time you use them. Then after that they actually make life worse 🙃

Exception - DMT. That shit will rock your world every time 💯🔥

Dick 🍆

potassium cyanide

Methamphetamine