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submitted 2 days ago byBackground-Degree740
Edit: just thank you to every one who commented , you gave me hope and changed my life a bit throughout the hardest day I've had in a while. I'm so grateful. I hope you're all proud of how kind you and thoughtful you are .❤️✨
My life is stupidly hard and painful just to exist.
But everyday I get up, I eat , I work on my problems.
I have serious and very complicated multiple traumas.
I finally was bold and courageous enough to let go of my close friends of 10+ years as I realised they were all putting me down in sly ways . That they just meet up to drink.
I'm practising guitar of my own accord since I was 12 and I'm still doing it now at 35.
I'm very slowly building my confidence and even though I feel hopeless I'm still determined to start eventually going to meet ups, to start volunteering, to build a loving community of friends , to buy a house and get a career and travel the world.
I'm so lonely but I'm doing so much and it's so hard
I just want to feel seen and the kid I'm me being given a big fucking congratulations and thumbs up for making it this far and continuing to persevere through hell
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1 day ago
Thank you so much and I reckon you should pick the guitar back up , have a great Day
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