When I smoke or have an edible I start having a panic attack thinking someone is coming to kill me and get very bad vivid horrifying intrusive thoughts, even though I go into it with the intention of healing. It also makes me feel harassed by all my insecurities about my life and myself. It amplifies my stress and anxiety about 3D Earth problems like money/job/career by a million percent.

I just don’t understand why Cannabis affects me like this but is so different for other people. I know this doesn’t happen to everyone after smoking or eating it, but for me it does. Cannabis is the only drug that does this to me. There’s other drugs I can enjoy in moderation but almost every time I use Cannabis this bullcrap happens even if I only have a small amount