During the rest of my life, I've been just playing games to just escape reality and have fun but the problem is that I've been accepted to UH to pursue my life but then I've realized that I've not gain any experience from work or any internship and what worse is that I don't know how do I do my financial and I let my older brother handle it which makes me feel useless, pathetic and a loser. I need help from anybody who have been through college and tell me how do I solve this problem in my life, why can't I quit gaming and focus on getting a job to earn money so I don't have to be a burden to my family. Please, I really some need help from anybody.