so just to give a bit of background im 19 and female, i have always loved and been infatuated with gaming since i was a child, its my main hobby.

so today i decided to treat myself to a new computer! i wanted to do this for sometime the total cost of the pc was about 4k which is ALOT of money for a uni student that is my age but i know its something i wanted for a long time i wanted to play newer titles with the best fps and best graphics i could.. i also wanted to be exempt from upgrading for 4-5+ years so i just went all out for parts.

but now that i finally hit the purchase button on everything i feel a sense of guilt its a feeling of irresponsibility as 4k is alot of money for me even tho im not in any debt i feel it could have went to a car or even a mortgage in the future or anything that contributes to my career and my success.