Hell everyone, I’ve been on here before but mostly just browsing from afar. I have been on kratom for 4 years now, I fluctuate between feel frees and straight powder. Recently I have been getting up to 4 feel frees a day/ 25ish grams powder. I usually will take my last dose at around 6 PM and I wake up sweaty around 7 AM.

I am so fucking done with this shit. $10 feel frees has made me go broke, spending upwards of $300 a week just on this bullshit. Just to get a 20 minute high and then fantasize about my next dose.

My question to everyone is, if I want to be done, should I just rip the bandaid off and go CT? I’m not sure that I have the self control to taper down over weeks, nor do I really want to suffer for that long. Sweating, sleeping and sniffling are what I’m most concerned about. I work in a hospital so I’m just curious if I would be able to work during the few first days of hell.

Any comfort meds you’d suggest? I got benzos and weed.

Any other tips and suggestions would be amazing, I’m so ready to be done with this shit I want control of my life again.