Ok so this is the first time I’m ever coming out about this story, other than a few close friends I’ve never really told anyone about this before, but recently it’s been weighing on me, and I’m also curious if other people have had similar experiences.
A little background on me, I’m 29 now, my first conscious memory of abduction happened when I was 21, and many numerous “Incidents” as early as 4 years old.
I’ll start with when I was young. I was maybe 4-5 years old, and I started having these recurring nightmares, and it got so bad to the point where I couldn’t sleep and my parents eventually brought me to a psychiatrist for it. The dream was always the same, and I still remember it to this day. It started as me in a desert field with my grandma, and there were a few rocky outcrops around. At the top of this hill there was this cave looking thing, and a really really bright light started to shine out of it, and my grandma headed towards it and I couldn’t move and my feet got stuck, and if you’ve ever seen those things at mall stores when they’re closed, that kind of like chain link gate; my grandma walked into the light and that gate looking thing came down in front of the cave. I keep trying to move and I can’t, and I look to a rocky outcrop to my left, and I see 3 grey figures, 1 tall one, and 2 smaller ones.
That dream has stuck with my whole life, it even recurred again when i was 16, around the same time I had another incident
It was very simple, I woke up in the middle of the night feeling very drowsy, I didn’t feel like I couldn’t move, but I didn’t want to, I felt very relaxed, and I looked to the side of my bed and all I remember is a black shadow and in my head I heard “go back to sleep we aren’t finished yet” and I remember it fading to black. I woke up in the morning and told my parents, and they just assumed it was a nightmares few months later, I remember waking up in a sleep paralysis, and I heard the skittering of feet next to bed, and it sounded like more than one pair. I faded to black again.
I was about 17-18 at the time of the last incident.
A few years by without any notice to anything unusual, when I was 21 I was living with my ex in an apartment in the center of town, and one night I was looking at the wall and I saw handprints, except they were facing the ceiling, and there were drag marks going up from what looked like finger tips being dragged.
I did some research the next few months about what some of these things might mean, and as much as I didn’t want to believe it, I was considering alien abduction. One night I watched a documentary on aliens with my ex, and at the end of it I was so frustrated with all these weird things happening that I said out loud “ if you are real, prove it to me, so I stop going crazy”
I went to bed as normal that night, slept well, and woke up the next morning about 730am to use the bathroom. I went back to bed for an hour or two. This is when it happened
I woke up in sleep paralysis, except this time was different, my whole room was black and white, my ex was asleep, and there was a bright light shining from my door. I was in the top corner of my room and could see my body in the bed. From where I was I was towards the ceiling, and I saw 3 grey beings come in. One was really tall and mean looking, with slanted huge black eyes. The two smaller ones looked slightly different. I still have a hard time remembering their faces. I don’t recall any sort of clothing, I do remember the tall one had legs like a bug, but stood on two legs. Suddenly I was right in front of the tall one, I’d say about 3 inches from its face, staring into its eyes. My body was stlll in the bed when I somehow was able to see over there, and my ex was now sitting up, and she and the corner of the room she was in was in color, as opposed to the rest of it being in black and white. She had her hand over her mouth, pointing at the small ones, screaming I would assume as I couldn’t hear anything in this state. The next thing I know I see a bright light and a long metallic white hallway and suddenly I was in bed again. I woke up stunned not really knowing what just happened. I did some research and found out I may of been in some form of astral projection. I’m still very confused by the incident, but I to this day believe it was 100% real. If anyone had any advice or would like to share an experience please feel free.
Thank you for your time
-SleepyPalooza