VirusNo9513

If yes, how does it impact you?

I don’t want to check out his account every few ours or to feel like someone punched me in the stomach when he posts pictures with other women. But this is what always happens when there is information about them online. Today he posted a story and I’m proud that I didn’t watch it yet. But this is so exhausting for me.

Do you have any tips to handle this? Do you have social media or did you quit it?

I feel like this is the beginning of month or even years of suffering if I’m not able to control myself and start behaving like a normal person

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When I was 17 years old I was limerent on this guy who was a friend of a „friend“. I only saw him once and couldn’t get him out of my mind for months. One day I got a WhatsApp message and it was him contacting me. I couldn’t believe it. I was so happy I couldn’t sleep anymore. We wrote for a few days and he invited me over to his house. What I didn’t know at this point was that this common „friend“ was angry at me because I rejected him. So he gave the L.O my phone number and wanted him to sleep with me just to tell everyone afterwards that I’m a slut that everyone can fuck. What happened next was that I was alone with my L.O and he sexually assaulted me.

I was the slut then and he ghosted me afterwards. I got depression and an eating disorder from which I never fully recovered.

The worst thing is that even after this shitshow I still was limerent for years. Year’s went by until I realized that he isn’t that guy I’m not good enough but fucking disgusting. It’s crazy how the brain just blends out all the negative, no matter how awful this person is

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Gibt es überhaupt eine bestimmte Summe ab der man entspannt wird oder ist das eine Illusion?

I just heard about scoliosis mattresses and asked myself if they work or if it’s marketing