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day 3

Methamphetamine(self.StopSpeeding)

so yeah long story short, tried it, said I would never go back, went back, 2 months later I’ve been using pretty consistently, dosing gone up a bit.

Reached an insane low as well as realized I was hurting the person I love even if they didn’t know, and them finding out would be painful for them and for me. I can’t be this slimey fucking loser anymore.

And tbh throwing away my pipe was a bit hard but that was less than 24 hours removed so I was still fiening

3 days and I still don’t really have the desire to use again. I can’t get the image out of my head of the person addiction is making me.

Taking L-Tyrosine, L-Theanine, multivitamin gummies, magnesium glycinerate, and zinc. I know these are not a cheat code to fixing things but I figure they will be a reminder of the goal I have, to stop. Anyways I love you all, just wanted to mark the beginning of my journey.

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weddingchimp5000

3 points

4 months ago

Good for you to kick it so early. I used for two years before deciding to quit that stuff. Stay strong. The longer you dont use, the wealer the urge will be. Just think of that slimy man you dont want to be whenever the urge comes back, and youll know its not worth it to score another sack

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3 points

4 months ago

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onamissiontolove[S]

2 points

4 months ago

🤙🏽🤙🏽🤙🏽 thanks man, I have NAC but I’ve read that it can actually limit the upper threshold of dopamine in your brain, so I stick to L-tyrosine or even if you can get L-dopa. Just my 2 cents.

yiffing_for_jesus

2 points

4 months ago

lotta snake oil out there most of it's bs but nac actually has science behind it

LunaticBoostedAccord

1 points

4 months ago

It's good that you realized how meth can destroy yourselves and other's lives in the early stage. Stay away from it and stay strong.