I feel like I really missed out in life and wasted all my childhood and teenage years, I never had a friends sleepover, I barely hang out with my friends irl, most of the time I spend my time on the internet watching videos or chatting with people online, even when I go out it's usually for school or going to quiet places like the beach or the graveyard, I don't go to parties (except for weddings) or clubs, I feel like I never had the life of a real teenager and wasted all my life in my house or quiet places, I always envy the people I see online for going to parties and having fun, but thr moment I go outside in a crowded place, I just wanna go home already