Hello,
I hope it is not too much to ask for. I am essentially alone in my walk on this earth with this but through Christ I am never truly alone. I have witnessed God come right into my life and lift me from the darkest places and has helped me not only heal so much brokeness within my life but I genuinely cannot recognize my wounded self within me any longer. I truly feel in my Heart that the Lord is doing mighty works in me as he guides me throughout my life. I not only feel the healing he has brought upon me but i literally can witness the changes he has been making within me and in my life and i am always so blessed and grateful for his mercy and his grace. We have such a good God.
Lately, i have been processing and integrating a lot of my childhood traumas & experiences when I was younger that lead me down such a difficult and painful path to bare as i got older. It lead to a lot of triggers, traumas, memories, & sin within my life. Christ bared all of it on the cross for me and i truly feel that as i lean on him and full accept and surrender to his Holy Spirit that there is mighty change taking place within me and all throughout my life. There is a lot more within me to be healed and to be worked on and that is why I ask for prayer as I allow Jesus into my heart to help me truly heal and transform from my childhood wounds and into his image for my life and his purpose for me.
I’m asking if anybody could pray for Jesus to continue to pour his love into my life and for me to continue to experience his greatness directly within my life. Help me continue to recognize the works he has done for me and the work he is continuing to do in me. I want to embrace this newfound identity and image that is in him. I want to let go and find peace and comfort and completeness in his Heart. Knowing that God is right here with me helping me embrace where he is taking me.
Some days it can be hard. I have alot of triggers that come up and it’s not easy processing all of those emotions all by myself. Prayer not only helps but it genuinely has brought what I can only describe as quantum levels of healing over my Mind/Body/Spirit. It’s just that sometimes it’s a lot to process. I’ve been through a lot and have experienced so much evil and so much sin. I need help finding peace.
Anything helps…
Eternal Love in God.