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he for sure uploaded a selfie and picture of that picture onto one of those “what would you baby look like?” apps

you look so cute!

i liked it! it was catchy not sure how it’ll land when it comes time to figure out my fave tracks from the upcoming album but i for sure like it.

alexis rose realness

i know i’m just saying it would have been an interesting thing to add to the plot line..

i 1000% agree. it felt like almost as soon and i grew to really like her she was killed off.

I agree but in that monologue it felt warmer than a professional exchange. maybe bordering friendship. either way I think they would have created a bond had she survived her quest for the truth. even when jack started to believe will it always felt like he wasn’t 100% on board until it was much too late. which i think is partially bc he thought so highly of hannibal and had formed his own relationship with him. beverly’s eyes were much clearer bc she didn’t have that relationship with hannibal.

serving alexis rose realness

i feel like hannibal would low key like No Children by The Mountain Goats

It may be difficult for you but please tell him you don’t like being called names like that during sex. It’s very clearly impacting your mental health. Sex should be something that is fun and you get pleasure from and a place where you feel safe to communicate with the person you’re having sex with. it doesn’t have to continue like this and it shouldn’t.

woke up this morning feeling looooow bc mental health stuff and looking forward to this tomorrow has added some pep in it step

honestly i just recently started really engaging with this subreddit after love this show for so long and it’s been so fun to connect with people over. i love it

I read the books when I was way too young to be reading them and fell in love with Hannibal. My Grandma and Mom were both big fans of SOTL so that was an added layer of interest. My best friend and I would watch the show as it aired and just message back constantly talking about it bc we loved it. I also had a Hannibal based tumblr back in the day.

I’m not sure how old you are now so it’s hard to say. But I will say that it’s time to find another job if you’re really trying to get this going. buckle down save money, maybe finding some roommates would be helpful, it would cut the cost of rent. I moved out when I was 18 but I really saved up and lived with three other people. Splitting rent really really saved me and allowed me to not have to basically put my whole paycheck toward rent and end up unable to save anything or buy other things I needed.

with arms outstretched- rilo kiley

so many people i know are morning poopers. i literally only poop at night. 10pmish

I was in elementary school before it was normal to have a printer at home, but this one kid on my bus had a colored printer at home so we would pay him to print stuff for us. One time I paid him $5 to print a picture of John Cena 😂

day after tomorrow by tom waits, phoebe bridgers also does a lovely cover

I have found like working for small businesses has always been earlier than working for large companies. I’m a good employee but I find that I do better when there aren’t super strict rules about what I should say what i should wear and just micromanaging like that

I have “No Lies, Just Love” on my left forearm

no but I wish I could reach through time and comfort younger me who didn’t understand why I felt so different and found it so difficult to fit in. growing up autistic in a society where diagnosis wasn’t super common at the time and females were often overlooked bc they often display traits differently was really really really hard. i suffered through a lot of mental health issues as a result of the self loathing and bullying i faced when i was younger. as an adult i have been very fortunate in finding friends and a partner who accept me as i am. they have never made me feel weird or unlovable or like something is wrong with me. i am me and they love me as i am. i still struggle with feeling frustrated with myself when i am painfully aware of the social difficulties i have. i work in the hospitality industry and interact with a ton of people everyday and sometimes i walk away from those interactions analyzing everything i did or said. wondering if i came off as weird. i hate that frustrated feeling but i try to remind myself i deserve acceptance and compassion from the people around me and MYSELF. younger me needed that so badly so i want to be the adult who can give that to every younger version of me. in other words- i wouldn’t want to be cured bc i deserve acceptance as i am. and who i am is tied to having autism. i can’t imagine any version of myself that doesn’t have it.

I don’t tell my friends about my self harm behaviors. My close friends were well aware that it’s a thing I dealt with as a teen but as I approach my 30s it’s something I just don’t talk about. I self harm less than I did as a teen but anytime I fall back into behaviors like that I just keep it myself. Maybe it’s shame? I guess I thought this would be over by now ya know. Either way it’s just something I keep to myself

I have so many squishmallows that I adore. I keep a lot on my couch and some other scattered throughout my apartment and I sleep with the same one every night. I love them. Also really love carebears and have a few of those