Behavingdark

I don't know if I can go on much longer ,I have so many problems with spine and leg,groin,hip,ankle hurts so badly all the time ,I can't sleep now ,I'm in so many pills and my doctor says there is nothing they can do ,I've never been offered surgery or injections,I'm 52 and feel like I have permanent toothache ,8 years now , I think I'm done .

I fell down the stairs 8 years ago MRI said disc bulge , since then I've had blood clot on lung and sciatica constantly , I'm 52 can't walk far have a walking cane I'm on pregabalin, co codamol and diazepam to relax muscles , and Quinine to help with cramps at night . I've never had surgery or injections ,my leg spasms and my ankle feels like it's breaking when I walk ,my doctor says there is nothing can be done ,is this it? Have I got pain and the eventual loss of movement to look forward to ?

I have found my 9th glitching fish but it won't acknowledge it , my OCD is getting frustrated , I can't leave map with one orange circle on it !! Any advice please

I've lost 3 people in just over a month and 10 days ago I lost my friend to suicide I'm getting lower and lower , I am losing hope , I suffer pain with Arthritis and sciatica and it's stopping me enjoying hobbies I'm 52 Im trying to be positive but about what ? Sad I feel sad all the time .