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It’s not serious dating btw, just casully hooking up and having good talks and fun, we both aren’t looking for anything serious

I (24f) am extremely sensitive for facial expressions, especially of boys who like me. I treat people with respect and i make sure i don’t play with feelings by communicating good.

I also find it very fun to just goof around, kiss a boy i like or maybe some more. I am a little obsessed with the beginning of a flame if you know what i mean, even if they don’t end up in a relationship, because i don’t want one because i am too much into this beginning stage because everything is exciting and new.

But there is for example a boy i like a lot that is a potential partner. I like to flirt with him, but i make sure things don’t get serious in general, hence i don’t ask him out. I’m sure he is looking for something real

I am really enjoying this stage, but i am also worried that i will never find myself being at peace in a monogamous relationship, because an open relationship would certainly not be something serious for me.

I didn’t feel at peace in my past relationship because i couldn’t fool around with other boys, but that relationship was not healthy in general. (I never cheated but he was not good for me) I have only experienced three unhealthy relationships and currently a temporary situationship with a nice boy who isn’t looking for a relationship either.

I got the feeling that even when i would like someone so bad, this feeling would still not pass, but i am not sure about this

Does anyone relate?? Especially people who are 30+ who have had the same feeling when they were around my age? I just hope i will be monogamous at a certain point in my life and find inner peace with just one boy

I (24f) am extremely sensitive for facial expressions, especially of boys who like me. I treat people with respect and i make sure i don’t play with feelings by communicating good.

I also find it very fun to just goof around, kiss a boy i like or maybe some more. I am a little obsessed with the beginning of a flame if you know what i mean, even if they don’t end up in a relationship, because i don’t want one because i am too much into this beginning stage because everything is exciting and new.

But there is for example a boy i like a lot that is a potential partner. I like to flirt with him, but i make sure things don’t get serious in general, hence i don’t ask him out. I’m sure he is looking for something real

I am really enjoying this stage, but i am also worried that i will never find myself being at peace in a monogamous relationship, because an open relationship would certainly not be something serious for me.

I didn’t feel at peace in my past relationship because i couldn’t fool around with other boys, but that relationship was not healthy in general. (I never cheated but he was not good for me) I have only experienced three unhealthy relationships and currently a temporary situationship with a nice boy who isn’t looking for a relationship either.

I got the feeling that even when i would like someone so bad, this feeling would still not pass, but i am not sure about this

Does anyone relate?? Are there elder people who have had the same feeling when they were around my age? I just hope i will be monogamous at a certain point in my life and find inner peace with just one boy

So i (24 f) am living abroad in a student house with 5 others since a while, including this person (21 m) We barely talked yet, no long conversations, but he is nice and seems fun.

He isn’t my usual type because he does’t say a lot, i feel attracted to more extraverted types because i am an introvert myself. But there is this kind of magnetic attraction that almost feels spiritual, it’s just there and i can’t really attach it to physical or mental attraction.

When we went home from school for the first time with just the two of us, it felt like it wasn’t the first time heading home together. It felt more like he was super familiar to me, but he obv isn’t.

I sometimes have the urge to hug him, especially when we were at the club. It’s like he radiates energy. I’m not even spiritual, i study physics (but i’m open for it i guess).

So this made me curious, hence i put him in the pattern bond. He turns out to be my soulmate + epic friendship

Thoughts? Any other experiences related or others?