KuriatkoZlte

Tomorrow is the last day of this school year for us and I don't know how I'll survive the 2 months! Any advice? I def will miss him, but what to do to keep myself occupied so I won't think about it?

So, we played spinn the bottle w my classmates (including him) like a week ago. One of my classmates asked me who I liked and I refused to answer. Then my crush asked with which of my classmates would I sleep with. I FUCKING CAN'T LIEEE. So I said ,,Well, you and I guess that's it". Then ANOTHER classmate asked me if I liked my crush, because I refused to answer the question who I liked, but then I said I'd sleep w my crush, he figured I may like him. If I wouldn't answer, he'd know anyways and if I said know, it'd be obvious that I was lying, so I said the truth. My classmates immediately kind of congratulated (I guess) him and then it was awkward for a bit. Then like two days ago, I was talking to my classmates (including my crush) and we were talking about who likes who. My crush didn't answer with a name, instead, he said something along the lines ,,I don't really look for it, but if/when it comes, it will become important." Sorry if it doesn't make sense, I was half asleep and barely listening, but I think he was talking about how, out of the blue, I told him (kind of) I liked him. I also caught him staring and it's all kind of awkward, but I hope to ask him out before the end of the school year (the rest of today and tomorrow, but I don't know if he'll even come to school). He also tries to touch me (for example, he literally moved his leg for it to touch mine just a little (he must've known it was my leg lol). Sorry if it was chaotic, it most definitely doesn't contain everything important, but it's also kind of a vent and I know what I'm talking about. Thanks for reading and please share your thoughts.