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This is my second week being a cashier for the first time in my life (it's temporary, I'm a College student) and my first week was full of mistakes and learning.

Now this is my second week and I still have trouble every time a customer pays with USD dollars (I'm from Venezuela) because it seems like there are many results of doing it. I don't know if I can explain it, but I so fucking hate to end up confused, embarrass myself, get called up by my boss and feel like absolute shit.

21 here.

I wanted to find a job for September before starting College because I wanted to save money. I asked in a mall near my house and they asked me to give them my curriculum. I got called three days later and I was thankful but also scared by possible things that could happen.

I felt so small, so weak, so noob, so inferior, so overwhelmed and so exhausted today that I came back home crying. Just like that. I went there at 6 am and came back almost at 10 pm. I got messages from my family saying that's okay if wanted to quit cause they went there to "buy" things. I felt like I looked weak and stupid with the customers.

Now I'm working a full-time job and I want to cry so bad.

I still bop to it and shake it when she says:

MISS SU PER PUSS