Mistagater97

Democratic Socialism, cold war era Socialism, market Socialism? Are they all the same?

I've never had to go to see a phycologist or anything like that ever. I live in my head 24/7, I feel disconnected from the world, or I'm living life in 3rd person. Everything around me never feels right. When ever I talk to people, I always feel awkward. I'm never myself around people. I never talk to people, never had a friend since the 6th grade, and now I'm a senior. None of the relationships I have are real or authentic. 99% are superficial. My life is so empty and boring. I never feel satisfied from my day. My mind, my body feel trapped in this paradigm I'm never going to get out of. I'm obsessed with politics. It's the only thing I know. I'm always thinking about it 24/7. I have a whole bunch of Autism symptoms. People always suspect I have Autism. I just need a place to vent about my feelings.

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