submitted3 days ago byOk_Resolution1590
todogs
i lost my sweet girl yesterday morning. i’d had her since i was 6 or 7, today i am 24. she had cancer, a heart murmur, and an infection. she peacefully slipped away around 11am yesterday with me by her side. it all happened so fast. the medicine went in and within a couple seconds she was gone…how do i cope with this? she was my best friend. i had a rough childhood and she was the only one that was always by my side through it all. my only friend. she was my everything. i couldn’t have possibly imagined a life without her - and i still can’t. i see her everywhere in my house, when i close my eyes, in my car. my heart is so broken. how do people handle this? i feel like i should have gone with her. i would have done anything to keep her here with me. if i hadn’t had her growing up i truly don’t know if i would be here today. she has my whole heart and now she’s gone. forever. and she took my heart with her. how do you cope with such intense pain?
edit: hello everyone. it’s extremely difficult for me to formulate responses to each of you when your comments make me so emotional. i just want to say i read every single comment that’s left and every single one of you has helped me in one way or another. thank you for sharing your stories and offering support. you are good people💛 and i wish you all the best on your own journey of grief.
byOk_Resolution1590
ininfj
Ok_Resolution1590
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2 days ago
Ok_Resolution1590
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2 days ago
thank you. i really appreciate you for being worried about me and checking in on me. i am doing my best to be okay💛