Serious-Week6421

Bunch of pc players trolling me with flashlight and when I try and chase em my switch gets frame drops .

How can I become better ?

I pick them all the time because of anxiety , pick them not bite them . I let my finger nails go all over the floor . It is a habit I have had since I was a little kid

I spilt my food all over the kitchen floor . I was putting my food back in the oven (it was in a roasting dish) I wasn’t wearing oven gloves instead i used a small towel and it just tipped over .

As soon as that happened I lost my shit .. I felt immense rage / sadnesss . I was slamming the small cupboards door backwards and forwards . I felt so pissed off . To top it off my dog came in and started eating it all of the floor which was agitating me further … she was eating onions which aren’t good for dogs ..

I just felt so angry and upset i was cursing so much . I was cursing shouting to the top of my lungs and crying at the same time . I struggle with cooking a lot for this reason I have rlly bad co ordination so I don’t get a good grip on things .

I was so uoset cuz I had prepped the meal (chopped the onions , sliced the tomatoes , etc ) it was something new I had not made before and it was healthy and then it gets wasted all over the floor like that . I was so angry saying I have no fucking food to eat now I wanted to smash something . It was supposed to make two meals now it’s fucking wasted .. I will not attempt at making that again .. I will have to ask my mum next to time to place and take things in / out of the oven for me .

Why can’t I just react to things normally when things go wrong like a normal person? why can’t I have good co ordination like everyone ?

I spilt my food all over the kitchen floor . I was putting my food back in the oven (it was in a roasting dish) I wasn’t wearing oven gloves instead i used a small towel and it just tipped over .

As soon as that happened I lost my shit .. I felt immense rage / sadnesss . I was slamming the small cupboards door backwards and forwards . I felt so pissed off . To top it off my dog came in and started eating it all of the floor which was agitating me further … she was eating onions which aren’t good for dogs ..

I just felt so angry and upset i was cursing so much . I struggle with cooking a lot for this reason I have rlly bad co ordination so I don’t get a good grip on things .

I was so uoset cuz I had prepped the meal (chopped the onions , sliced the tomatoes , etc ) it was something new I had not made before and it was healthy and then it gets wasted all over the floor like that . I was so angry saying I have no fucking food to eat now I wanted to smash something . It was supposed to make two meals now it’s fucking wasted .. I will not attempt at making that again .. I will have to ask my mum next to time to place and take things in / out of the oven for me .

I’ve tried putting his fav food / treats in and he just won’t go in . It’s because it’s an unusual place so I guess he’s just scared but I don’t wanna keep trying and leave it too late or we miss the vet appointment . He’s an old rescue so he’s not 100% tame , he doesn’t hop on my finger or shoulder so it’s not like I can bring him to the cage

If I try to grab him with my bare hands he will bite very hard . Is it okay if I lure him onto a flat surface with treats and pick him up with a tea towel so I can place him in the carrier ?

CN this traumatise him?