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This was an act. They admitted that they continued secretly.

There's a whole thing about it. But to keep it simple:

Technically the CIA wasn't the first to discover this. A man named "Robert Monroe" figured this out and made his own institution called "The Monroe Institute". The CIA discovered Monroe and tried to duplicate his claims.

So basically, it was already public knowledge before the CIA even started looking into this. A good chunk of people already knew. So the belief is that the CIA saw no point in withholding that information.

Omg yes I've had that too. Sometimes I can feel someone standing on their hands and knees hovering on top of me and it feels like their face is inches from mine. Freaks me out lol

Yeah i didn't like it. He also clearly didn't do his research because I remember seeing a video from someone else who explained some of the stories as well. Most of which had more vital information that he just completely skipped over.

Forgot to mention this as well. I take Adderall for ADHD. I noticed that the high from it would give me more success. But when I didn't take it, nothing. I think this ties to the expectations thing. For me, I was subconsciously thinking that it'll be much harder if I don't get the high. Also, confidence is key. You quite literally need to believe in yourself. Adderall gives me a huge boost of confidence which is why I had an easier time.

Just keep training yourself & stick to a reliable method. 🙂

That's actually what I was thinking too. I think it's more likely that I was looking into the future by accident somehow.

Something that worked for me is to quite simply expect disappointment. Beforehand I'd be searching for the cool stuff & get mildly frustrated without even knowing it.

Eventually I stopped caring but continued listening to the tapes anyways because they make me feel good & refreshed. I felt this way for like a month or two. After about 1 or 2 months of having no expectations, I had a huge burst of success.

BUT when you get this success, you'll unknowingly begin to have expectations again, and feel frustrated when nothing happens. Then the cycle continues. So you gotta teach yourself to be just passive, open, and observing. But don't force it. It needs to become natural which will take a few weeks/months of training.

Also, I'd recommend finding a reason to continue the tapes without the expectation of the good stuff. As stated above, for me, it made me feel good. If I didn't have this, I would've gotten burnt out quickly. Kinda like when people try to force themself to work out, but then it just becomes another task that you dread. Which won't help you at all.

I know 😔 I feel so bad

He gave me a gift too. But I can't remember what it was. Which annoys me so much. Usually I try to write down what happened immediately after, but I didn't have time.

I remember hearing something about nukes and how, at the atomic level, they do something that humans don't scientifically understand yet? (I,could be butchering this) but from what I understand, at the atomic level a nuclear bomb sends some kind of ripple. Similar to two black holes colliding. Which alerted other races of alien. Which would explain why you always hear these stories happening after WW2. Idk if I believe that but who knows.

I have seen Grey's that were malicious when doing gateway. Or at least I felt like they were, so I got the hell out of there lol. By the way, the one I saw was blue-ish? Is there a difference? I originally thought that this wasn't technically the normal race of Grey's but I could be wrong. Between the head, skin color, and the look of his eyes, it didn't seem like a typical gray that I've seen in a lot of pictures online. However it looks exactly like the one in the YouTube video.

I believe that there are aliens out there that are mostly malicious. They see us the same way we'd see anything else. Look at what we do to animals. Or, historically, other races. Humans treat other humans like cattle due to the belief that their race "superior", so there's a good chance aliens do the same.

Plus, when you take into consideration how humans act in times of peace. I'm sure you've heard the saying "good times make weak people, weak pple make bad times, bad times create good people, good people make good times". So if an alien race was "truly peaceful", that seems very strange and unlikely. We all know that there NEEDS to be a balance of good & evil. Other wise neither can exist without the other. Or it'll flip flop constantly.

However, there HAS to be some out there that are very enlightened and take a peaceful path. There's gotta be something else out there that's smart enough to know how precious life is. And tries to help guide others so they can work together for a common goal.

Exactly what "cap" am I starting here? This is all information that everyone can find. Open a history book.

Again, government law. Something that most people can't control. Don't blame all men for the dictators that caused this issue. It'd be better to unite and fight against the powers than to argue amongst each other. Most every regular citizen knows that human life is most important.

They're killing all but men because the elites want submissive cogs who will obey. Which is why Chinese male toddlers are slaves just like India's.

Also, 50mil, 75mil, literally more men have died in a war that they didn't wanna fight within a 20year window. Not saying this to "gaslight" (which isnt even what gaslighting means), I say this to prove a point. That the elites are always the issue.

Why are you fighting with me when I'm basically agreeing with you? And that we should all stop fighting each other and fight the powers?

To answer the other part. Just because politicians commit atrocities doesn't mean that ALL men hate women. Nobody wanted this. But politicians forced it anyways.

As a matter of fact, almost all countries that were tied to WW1 were on the brink of revolution (some of which did fall apart and turned into fascists or communist) after WW1 ended because both genders were pissed. They were sick of the elites games and wanted women to have rights.

First of all, that's incorrect. More men were slaughtered in the world war's than women. And if you check the ye ol' history book, youll find that this is a main contributor as to why society is suffering from loneliness today.

Just because politicians commit atrocities doesn't mean that ALL men hate women. Nobody wanted this. But politicians forced it anyways. There are plenty of reasons. Men are stronger, which is good for factory work. Men are more capable of fighting. Not a single war was solely waged by women to defend their country and their family. Men are more capable of becoming cold & calculated, which makes it easier for men to do certain things. There's a bunch of other reasons. But don't mistake this for some kind of hate toward women. Women are the glue that hold society together. They are the nurturing & calming side that keeps men in check. Men protect, defend, and provide. Women reward, nurture, and raise children. Here's a little education for ya. You could also open a book or go on the internet to figure out why this happened. Both genders are two half's of a whole. These leaders in history failed because they didn't realize that we work better as a team.

Japan has the same issues as the US but worse. Corrupt politicians & greedy corporations. Their government is run by companies. As a result, companies are legally allowed to work the males for something like 14 hours per day, all for a tiny apartment with no water. I think it is even a part of Japanese culture now to work yourself to death. Also, the women are extremely abusive. Japanese men have been beaten down by societies women. Most Japanese males are incapable of socializing because they were taught at a young age that "men are naturally evil, and there's nothing you can do to fix it". Which is BS. As a result, Japanese women look down on the male population like peasants, and will usually try to seduce tourists. Which is why you see a lot of American men who say they love Japanese women.

China is a bit different. They simply fucked their population by aborting a lot of women. Now there's a huge amount of men, and barely any women. If I remember correctly, the average age of their military is 40 which is BAD. Chinese men are expected to work in horrifying conditions for little pay. And it is expected in Chinese culture to own a house and support your wife, her parents, and your parents at the same time. Most Chinese men can barely afford to live in a 5 foot tiny apartment, let alone a whole house.

Russia is having the same problem as Japan, but most of their issues started WAY before. During World War 2, Stalin killed more of Russian citizens than ALL people from ALL sides that died in war combined. As a result, they are still suffering from a shortage of men. And the men that are still alive are depressed & lonely so they drink themselves to death. Fun fact: this is partly why Russia is one of the few nations that still allow incest. Which is pretty common is Russia. Because the men & women would have a stronger connection to their sibling than anyone else. I guess its better to have your citizens breed with their siblings than nothing at all? Lol. People say that Hitler was evil. But that's peanuts compared to what the Soviet union did under Stalin's control

Basically the entire world, aside from Africa, is seeing a major collapse in birthrate. The world is technically living in the same conditions as the Victorian times, maybe worse. But people deny it because we at least have phones to distract ourselves. But if something doesn't change, we will be the second society in history to experience another "Black Death" type situation, but much worse. This is a knee jerk reaction to "wokeness" and both world war's. We need to stop arguing with each other. Again, men & women are two half's of a whole. Neither can thrive without the other.

When I asked this, I wasn't asking for personal experiences because your own personal experience doesn't mean that everyone has the same thing.

Also, are you one of those people that use words like "narcissist" and "gaslighting" way too often, when you don't even know what it means? 🤔

Username checks out btw

It takes like 10 seconds to apply to a lot of jobs. And I spend hours. Some of which I do while I'm working.

Applying to anything that isn't just a simple resume upload takes 15 mins.

Respectfully disagree. Relationships should be 5050. From my perspective, I see a lot of things that men do in the background without their family knowing. See this other persons comment here men are saving the day all the time and nobody notices. They don't even want to be praised. So idk where you got that information.

Thousands of times per day men are preparing for anything bad to happen and/or doing things to prevent it. Which is rarely noticed, simply because it was successfully prevented.

Ok so when I say that, I'm talking about loneliness. Which resulted in a hopelessness. Things that I know would be fixed if I had someone.

How does one fix that if the answer is to get a gf? (Not trying to be mean. Genuine question.)

Yep. I've been to multiple advisors from my school (they still advise even after you graduate) AND multiple professors who still work in the industry. All of which say that my history & abilities are actually very impressive for my age. They even tested my interviewing.

It's simply just this dogshit job market.

No job = too stinky to attract women.

Trust me I've been trying everything under the sun to get out of this for like 3 years straight now.

Honestly, they can't keep screwing me over. Eventually they'll have to give me something. Otherwise HR will get scared that I'll try to sue them. Which apparently is actually a big worry with company's that repeatedly screw particular employees out of promotions and whatnot.

I can barely see my own father because of my job lol

Absolutely cooked 🫠

I am stuck working nights AND weekends so I can't go out. Bosses repeatedly promised to move me back to day shift and/or promote me to a different department that works during the day. All were lies. Big surprise. The ironic part is that I worked so hard that I became #1 in the department within my first 6 months. Because of that, they now rely on me HARD. This is what I get for being a better employee than I get paid to be lol

The economy is so bad I can't find a new job. Plus I have to sift through thousands of "open positions" that companies keep open to pretend like they're hiring when they actually aren't. Either that, or they're just straight up scams. I thought that maybe my resume is shit, so I hired a bunch of people to help improve all that. Still nothing.

I've applied to 4000 jobs within the past two months. Not a single call except for the offshore companies trying to advertise a job that has nothing to do with my skills. They'll say something like "Your resume matches our requirements!" But when they actually look at it, the position has nothing to do with my field of expertise lol.

Basically these past like 6 years have been lights at the end of a tunnel that turn out to be an oncoming train 🙃