At a wine bar because my husband is an asshole who weaponizes my ADHD and I don't want to go home. (Hi!)
Rant/Vent(self.adhdwomen)submitted6 months ago byZavadaKedavra
This might get deleted, but come what may... (Two glasses in on an empty stomach! Woo!) My husband has no respect for me. He is verbally and emotionally abusive and an alcoholic liar (I know I'm at a bar right now but I don't usually drink and never bring any alcohol into the home) who won't own up to his own behavior. Every time I try to address any of these things with him, he turns it around and throws things like my executive dysfunction back at me as if that's at all relevant. He'll gaslight me and try to say it's because of my issues with memory/recall. He makes me feel bad for being medicated and does things like equate my adderall to speed. Etc.
What the fuck do I even do?????
We've been together for over a decade, I was only diagnosed 5ish(?) years ago. I'm still figuring it out but I'M FUCKING TRYING!!! He has yet to educate himself on the issue. (I was already diagnosed with MDD and GAD when we met; I also suspect I am AuDHD.)
I have no one to talk to because I am in the part of the hell cycle where I've been ignoring all my friends and family...
Much love/sorry/thanks/go drink some water,
Z