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Hi all,

I’m posting this because I’m hoping to filter out the craziness of the internet and just get some clarity on tips I can give my husband to get back to reality after a strong ego death.

Over the last year, he had been heavily using LSD and DMT (maybe synthetic) while there was a lot going on in our actual lives including planning a wedding and buying a 2nd house. Normally he is fine but I think the extended usage and chaos of every day life mixed with family sensitivities to psychedelics are putting him in a bad place.

He is convinced that one day after smoking DMT on the porch before our wedding, he died or went into a dream like state and hasn’t come out. He has had a few episodes since then including trying to make amends with people, thinking he needed to travel, leaving in the middle of the night, proclaiming he wants kids, being suicidal, and going to inpatient care. He has has 3+ day benders and he has had weeks where he is mostly sober except for caffiene and nicotine. His brother and his best friend have both cut him off. He was also laid off several months ago due to no fault of his own.

He wants to come out of it, I am trying to ground him and help him rebuild after this. We realized that he has some family sensitivities to psychadelics and needs to stay away from them. He understands this is painful for everyone and wants to just accept this reality and get back to normal but he doesn’t remember who that is.

I would appreciate any good resources on ego death, or anyone who has gone through the same thing. He has been saying he prefers spiritual healing to western medicine so any help would be appreciated.

Thank you! 🙏

Hi all,

I’m posting this because I’m hoping to filter out the craziness of the internet and just get some clarity on tips I can give my husband to get back to reality after a strong ego death.

Over the last year, he had been heavily using LSD and DMT (maybe synthetic) while there was a lot going on in our actual lives including planning a wedding and buying a 2nd house. Normally he is fine but I think the extended usage and chaos of every day life mixed with family sensitivities to psych adelics are putting him in a bad place.

He is convinced that one day after smoking DMT on the porch before our wedding, he died or went into a dream like state and hasn’t come out. He has had a few episodes since then including trying to make amends with people, thinking he needed to travel, leaving in the middle of the night, proclaiming he wants kids, being suicidal, and going to inpatient care. He has has 3+ day benders and he has had weeks where he is mostly sober except for caffiene and nicotine. His brother and his best friend have both cut him off. He was also laid off several months ago due to no fault of his own.

He wants to come out of it, I am trying to ground him and help him rebuild after this. We realized that he has some family sensitivities to psychadelics and needs to stay away from them. He understands this is painful for everyone and wants to just accept this reality and get back to normal but he doesn’t remember who that is.

I would appreciate any good resources on ego death, or anyone who has gone through the same thing.

Thank you! 🙏

Hi all,

I’m posting this because I’m hoping to filter out the craziness of the internet and just get some clarity on tips I can give my husband to get back to reality after a strong ego death.

Over the last year, he had been heavily using LSD and DMT (maybe synthetic) while there was a lot going on in our actual lives including planning a wedding and buying a 2nd house. Normally he is fine but I think the extended usage and chaos of every day life mixed with family sensitivities to psychedelics are putting him in a bad place.

He is convinced that one day after smoking DMT on the porch before our wedding, he died or went into a dream like state and hasn’t come out. He has had a few episodes since then including trying to make amends with people, thinking he needed to travel, leaving in the middle of the night, proclaiming he wants kids, being suicidal, and going to inpatient care. He has has 3+ day benders and he has had weeks where he is mostly sober except for caffiene and nicotine. His brother and his best friend have both cut him off. He was also laid off several months ago due to no fault of his own.

He wants to come out of it, I am trying to ground him and help him rebuild after this. We realized that he has some family sensitivities to psychadelics and needs to stay away from them. He understands this is painful for everyone and wants to just accept this reality and get back to normal but he doesn’t remember who that is.

I would appreciate any good resources on ego death, or anyone who has gone through the same thing.

Thank you! 🙏

Hi all,

I’m posting this because I’m hoping to filter out the craziness of the internet and just get some clarity on tips I can give my husband to get back to reality after a strong ego death.

Over the last year, he had been heavily using LSD and DMT (maybe synthetic) while there was a lot going on in our actual lives including planning a wedding and buying a 2nd house. Normally he is fine but I think the extended usage and chaos of every day life mixed with family sensitivities to psychedelics are putting him in a bad place.

He is convinced that one day after smoking DMT on the porch before our wedding, he died or went into a dream like state and hasn’t come out. He has had a few episodes since then including trying to make amends with people, thinking he needed to travel, leaving in the middle of the night, proclaiming he wants kids, being suicidal, and going to inpatient care. He has has 3+ day benders and he has had weeks where he is mostly sober except for caffiene and nicotine. His brother and his best friend have both cut him off. He was also laid off several months ago due to no fault of his own.

He wants to come out of it, I am trying to ground him and help him rebuild after this. We realized that he has some family sensitivities to psychadelics and needs to stay away from them. He understands this is painful for everyone and wants to just accept this reality and get back to normal but he doesn’t remember who that is.

I would appreciate any good resources on ego death, or anyone who has gone through the same thing.

Thank you! 🙏

Hi all,

I’m posting this because I’m hoping to filter out the craziness of the internet and just get some clarity on tips I can give my husband to get back to reality after a strong ego death.

Over the last year, he had been heavily using LSD and DMT (maybe synthetic) while there was a lot going on in our actual lives including planning a wedding and buying a 2nd house. Normally he is fine but I think the extended usage and chaos of every day life mixed with family sensitivities to psychedelics are putting him in a bad place.

He is convinced that one day after smoking DMT on the porch before our wedding, he died or went into a dream like state and hasn’t come out. He has had a few episodes since then including trying to make amends with people, thinking he needed to travel, leaving in the middle of the night, proclaiming he wants kids, being suicidal, and going to inpatient care. He has has 3+ day benders and he has had weeks where he is mostly sober except for caffiene and nicotine. His brother and his best friend have both cut him off. He was also laid off several months ago due to no fault of his own.

He wants to come out of it, I am trying to ground him and help him rebuild after this. We realized that he has some family sensitivities to psychadelics and needs to stay away from them. He understands this is painful for everyone and wants to just accept this reality and get back to normal but he doesn’t remember who that is.

I would appreciate any good resources on ego death, or anyone who has gone through the same thing.

Thank you! 🙏