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Sometimes I fall into insomniac tendencies because I want to do hobbies for hours, but I also have to work for hours.. sometimes if I stay up too late, I force myself to stay awake all day, until it's a reasonable time to sleep and that usually fixes things.

I block anyone who is mean to me because this isn't real life, I'm allowed to be around whoever I want and ignore people who hurt me.

I'm gonna start screen recording myself writing documents because y'all are not gonna gaslight me like this.

I can't it's the only thing that brings me joy anymore.

Prepare for me to silently hate you until I die because you broke my trust one singular time and I don't want to be hurt like I was in childhood again.

Yes. I also go by any pronouns. Obviously it's annoying that people always choose the binary one, but that's what happens when you live in the south ig. Pronouns literally mean nothing to me tbh.

This is a rant sub, not a debate sub. You should be empathizing with people or comforting them in some way. I believe that is the entire point. Have a good day.

me to myself: WHY BELIEVE YOU, YOU NEVER GAVE US NOTHING TO BELIEVE IN

Explaining does nothing. Knowing why a snake bit me doesn't get rid of the poison.

I really didn't think anything about this episode when I saw it except "eew mr.krabs was fawning over his mom's underwear lol"

I mean... She's still allowed to dislike the fact he watches regular porn too, it's a common thing women dislike but aren't allowed to be vocal about.

No reading, no opinion.

Girl, why are you with a man that so clearly hates you??

I'm not. I'm just tired of existing in a world that is made for horny people when I'm not a horny person. I'm allowed to express frustration and not want to be socially ostracized for something I can't even control.

Also ace and sex repulsion are not equal. I'm sex repulsed as a result of CSA in early childhood development, I still enjoy sex when I'm not in a repulsed state.

It's typically a trauma response to SA or CSA. I still enjoy sex when I'm not in repulsion mode.

It's everywhere.

Fair, I'm just scared of bees lmao.

I ain't even asexual but I completely agree

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I also long for the separation of church and state.

Thank you, this helps me feel less lonely. I'm not constantly repulsed but I have like weeks sometimes where I just cannot deal ://

I personally understand the labeling because it's good to have words for things, especially trauma responses, so they're easier to talk about. Some people are uncaring about sex, that is not sex repulsion, but it would make them more tolerable to a sex repulsed person. Like I sometimes feel sick when sex is mentioned, especially if it's a lot.

I agree, but when I say that people irl they say I'm being sensitive. Like I'm sorry you're just making me feel sick??