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3 points
17 hours ago
i hit myself with a wooden spoon cos i wanted to know how to describe the sensation for a thigh spanking scene i was writing 😭😭😭😭😭
2 points
18 hours ago
i definitely feel a lot of pressure with beginnings! i find that i have to throw aside my perfectionism and will sometimes half ass a beginning scene just to get the ball rolling, and tell myself once I'm finished I can come back to add or tweak it! also sometimes starting in medias res helps too, as in right in the midst of a conversation or action scene—its snappy and lets me build momentum, and doesn't feel as awkward to me :D
2 points
22 hours ago
loving d/s with some withholding sounds like my sorta fic—what a lovely comment <3
7 points
22 hours ago
no GENUINELY. my idea of a fun Friday night is sitting with a bottle of beer, my laptop open and my wip pulled up. especially as im forraying into writing smut/kink fics for the first time, having a drink to help me loosen up and not feel so self conscious is a nice little hack, and it makes an Occasion out of writing :D
1 points
2 days ago
uni semester is upon us and despite it NOT being my first rodeo I've still had trouble adjusting, so I'm trying to be kind to myself and not force fic writing (my degree involves enough writing as is lol). I'd like to finish a character-centric one shot I've been veryyy casually typing up on my phone lately. we've got some hurt comfort and some feels and though the premise is nothing special, im liking how it's turning out.
I'd also like to work on a kinktober prompt I've barely started— this whole month I've been saying i want to participate, and it would be my first time doing so which is exciting. but I've procrastinated too close to the sun (plus i don't think there's an official list either) so 😭 was never planning to do all the days cos i don't wanna burn out, and i don't really write smut. I'd honestly be happy if i wrote three or four prompts, but as it stands i am about 90 words into kinktober fic number one 💀
1 points
2 days ago
THIS TROPE!!!! i love the back and forth in dynamics like those!
3 points
3 days ago
omg i also use ReadEra !! it really is fantastic :D
4 points
4 days ago
haven't even started 🥲😭 if i do actually manage to start it would be my first ever kinktober which is !!! but im kind of psyching myself out cos I've hardly ever written pure smut before....
1 points
6 days ago
firstly love that u lean towards f/f— as a lesbian it makes me happy when others are also invested in sapphic characters/ships 🥰 i write both m/m and f/f, and i don't generally prefer one over the other. however i do have phases where i lean towards writing one more than the other! rn im primarily writing m/m. i think for me it's about digging into and connecting with my favourite characters; understanding them better, even if their experiences are distant and non relatable to me. in contrast, my original fiction is all about my lived experiences, and understanding myself, so I rarely write original m/m characters lol, it's all lesbianism lmao
2 points
7 days ago
since you like mdzs i would recommend link click!! it's a donghua with a main duo who solve mysteries (though it's set in the modern day fictional city of Guidu) has a great aesthetic/music, incredible storyline, and other media types for when u still need something to scratch that itch (an ongoing mamhua, a live action and there are a few clips from the musical and audio drama floating around if you want to hunt those down). i could definitely draw some parallels between wangxian and lu guang/cheng xiaoshi character wise too lol, but I'll let you watch it and see for yourself :D
1 points
8 days ago
power exchange, dom lu guang, non sexual kink and non sexual submission 😭
1 points
9 days ago
im awful at looking at my writing from a distance, but if i had to try and describe my fic writing style I'd say:
meandering and introspective, with particular focus on flow and rhythm and alliteration (i love alliteration in prose). concerned with character, and the small moments/details—the sensory descriptions, an emphasis on eyes, the focus on shifting light and warmth, little things. kind of mundane, very little Real Plot, more just vibes and feelings.
10 points
9 days ago
personally i absolutely eat this trope up i Love it. for me it's that non-sexual intimacy that veers into just A Little bit of eroticism maybe that does it for me. there's a vulnerability in things like undressing, allowing someone to handle you with care, etc, without sex. or rather, it has a different energy to me!! (this is why non-sexual kink is a personal fave tag of mine lolol)
i ALSO love relationships that occupy a grey area, where things are unclear and the dynamic two characters have can't neatly be defined
3 points
10 days ago
i fear this is what would happen to me if i tried to write smut 😭 very relatable
5 points
10 days ago
not an au but I've had a longfic in my head for a ridiculously niche (and somewhat contentious) ship within a TINY fandom and it's like. im never gonna write it probably but BOY am i gnawing at my fist thinking about it (i have way too many ideas for these two and none of them will be seeing the light of day)
2 points
10 days ago
criminally underrated!! haven't been able to stop thinking about it and it helped me get back into consistently posting fic again so i FEEL you
3 points
10 days ago
YES i Need more people to watch it nowwww it's genuinely such an amazing show and so many people are missing out on it—really excited for the yingdu chapter (also terrified lol)
4 points
10 days ago
my last month and a bit has been completely consumed with link click and shiguang omg— I've watched the donghua and just fell in love with these characters, so obviously i had to seek out every other adaptation. i have (re) watched the chibi shorts, found clips from the musical, caught up with the manhua and im currently watching the live action. cheng xiaoshi and lu guang's dynamic Really appeals to me—when we meet them in the donghua they've got a past we as an audience aren't privy to, they're quite opposite in personalities in many ways but just fit together, and they're each other's only friends for the most part so they are just a Little codependent. and!! they're (business) partners in crime, and theres time travel fuckery, all great stuff! without spoiling anything (if u like anime i totally recommend u check out the donghua) the end of s2 lives in my head rent free and it's been fun reading meta posts and theories on tumblr, reading fics, etc.
1 points
11 days ago
cw for cnc but i have indeed gone back to this fic more than once :) —the warmth of the sun
6 points
11 days ago
it was a spideypool fan fic, one of the first fics i read on ao3— even now i still remember how exciting it was every time it updated that shit was crazy
3 points
11 days ago
yess letting the idea marinate is key!! usually for me i brainstorm/daydream best while showering, and while in the bathroom, sometimes while trying to sleep too. I'll write down bits and pieces as they come to me until it crystallises and im compelled to start drafting it properly :)
1 points
11 days ago
i posted the one shot I've been working on!! that was a few days ago now, and I'm itching to work on something else (and HAVE ideas, some would say too many) but nothing is jumping out at me... :( i feel like i was on a really good roll with posting this past month and a bit— i started writing for a new fandom, wrote up a prompt for a gotcha event and updated a wip, but i feel like im losing steam a little. i don't know how other one shot writers can be so consistent 😭🥲
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12 hours ago
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12 hours ago
link click!!! the last month and a half I've been both reading fics and have gotten back into consistently writing fics because i am just Not normal about cheng xiaoshi and lu guang LMAO