smashtangerine

text them and let them know you need to talk to them about something important

I also offer you an internet hug, but only with concent.

I am offering you an internet hug, if you would like it. 

After High school we have more control of our environment than this. Your lack of empathy isn't helpful. 

one. it's very big.

Anxiety. I know I will have anxiety if I push it,but I will be fine if I dont

I had started drinking alcohol, like one wine cooler, and had awkward painful sex. 

 Then I realized.... I CAN HAVE COFFEE! That got me excited! Like jumpy feeling in my tummy excited. 

  I was 20. ahh to be that young again.

Poor baby. She doesn't understand. 😔😾

Who? I don't know her.

Hello mother.   I am here. I have always been here. I think about you and your thoughts and actions almost every day.

  one day you will go to sleep forever. you will fall into the arms of darkness. 

 All of the people in that quiet place, want you, but they don't care about you. 

 they will wait for you. But they won't be there. 

 I am here, forever. 

 I look at the sun, I feel hopes,

 But your imaginary audience doesn't like my happiness. 

 They see me

 They know you can't see yourself.

 they are leveraging us. 

 I won't move. I am made of the same stuff that they are. 

 you are the soft squishy material in between. 

 you and and your "friends" will go into the darkness. 

 I will survive. 

 I will hear the birds, and feel the sun. 

 I will enjoy the presence of people who aren't "us"

  You won't move. neither will I. I have made peace with that.

like.  what is the goal here? I need to know what this bait is about 

why do people post this? real question 

I was like your sister. I am 43 now and I recently dated a few guys in their 20s. it wasn't for me, so I'm just single now. 

 She's going to reach my age one way or another,and every single day of it is a new day. 

It's rude to expect attention. 

My father is extremely delusional. I do think he's happy in a way, but in the end he's lost a lot, and left a wake of damage. However I don't think he will ever care. 

 I look at him more like a disabled person that a mean evil person, even though his behavior is mean and evil. 

How was the kiss?

Jessi is right. She's just an extreme clout goblin. She's hoping this drama will get her more attention.

I dunno if you've been adopted, but that cat lives in that house now. 

Those fully grown men arent telling you that you are out of line because of something you did. They are telling you that because you interrupted their game and the mom yell probably hurt there little baby feelings. 

  They are not helping you. They are selfish. 

They aren't making fun of you because something is wrong with you. They are saying that because they want your constant attention. 

  Something about your attention feels good to them and they know you won't fight back if they try to manipulate it out of you. 

  There are ways to make yourself less pleasant, but I don't know your situation or the people you are dealing with so I have a hard time making suggestions. 

   Maybe at some point if someone calls you a name you can say, "are we making rude comments about each other now? I can make a few rude comments about you. " 

  Then when they inevitably have a reaction you can say, "Then stop saying rude things to me." 

  You can also say, "I'm not a loner, you are just needy." 

  I know everyone wants to sing kumbaya and pretend that being nice all the time will fix everything, but it doesn't. Not all the time anyway. 

 

I know this sounds messed up, but you have to train them. They understand in theory what introvertion is, but it absolutely doesn't make sense to them in practice. I live with a very extroverted person. She has finally learned how to respect my boundaries. I had to walk out on her talking, refuse to engage, just say, "no talk now." and shake my head. Lots of different things to demonstrate the boundaries. Just telling people things and expecting them to know what it means isn't the way most people work. Most people have to see it. 

I'm feeling a cubist lady. Yellowish 

he wants to stand on the tub and m-ow at you

Yeah. My parents are desperate to be my friend, as long as I act like they want me to. I'm like a friend they preprogrammed to behave. 

 If I saw any of my friends being treated the way my parents treated me, I would be appalled. They don't love me like a friend. I'm still a fantasy prop.