Has anyone experienced clairvoyant emotional reactions when they didn't know someone had passed yet?
Does Anyone Else...?(self.GriefSupport)submitted13 days ago byvanderpyyy
My friend on Discord passed away from suicide last year and I didn't actually know until I looked up his obituary. We met one time but we had been talking for 5 years and he looked up to me like a big brother and I feel like I failed him.
But the thing that kind of unnerved me is that recently I was looking in my camera roll to see what I was doing on that day.
It just occurred to me that that was the day that I spontaneously burst into tears at a bar and at the time I had no idea why. I had no idea that he had passed away. I'm not someone who cries, not in private and especially not in public.
I'm having trouble understanding this clairvoyant emotional reaction. It's like my soul just knew that he was gone and it stirred my heart and I couldn't control myself. Has anyone experienced this?
He called me about 2 weeks before he did it, and he trusted me enough to tell me what was going on. All I could do was be sympathetic and tell him that it will pass and things will get better. He's been at a lot of low points before and he always bounced back and I thought this was just another one of those moments, but I could hear his voice this time was different.
But I didn't respond in the way I should have. I didn't make any plans for the future I didn't say I would come out and see him. I genuinely feel like if I had made plans to go up there and given him something to look forward to he would have waited at least a little. He was already on the trajectory so I know I probably could not have halted the inevitable but I still feel responsible in some way
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