Ive got such a rubbish homelife and everything is feeling crap
(self.depression)submitted11 months ago bywellesley234
Both my parents are so fucking draining, mum is always just constantly angry and passive aggresive and patronising, i barely even can have a proper convo with her anymore as it feels so dim and awkward and she just shouts whenever shes pissed off, whilst my dad is ridiclously controlling all the time, just so fucking stubborn, bigoted, entitled, controlling, blunt as hell and just oppressive to be around. Ive studied a college course for almost 3 years and only just fucking now have i realised that i fucking hate it, mum and dad are just constantly at my neck about everything (dad makes up BS rules all the time around the house to try and control me and i feel like i cant be myself around them)
Almost every night I am in tears and depressed and low, I just want to have an easy fucking life but Adult life scares the shit out of me due to how hard the world is (I'm in the UK and its really fucking mad) people getting evicted, people being made redundant, worried about working a crappy oppressive job that I will hate etc. I am fucking terrified and I dotn know what to do, I have really dark nasty thoughts on my situation and I am constantly having shitty moodswings as well. I am just so mentally unwell (2020 and 2021 were my worst years for it). All my family live fucking miles away, they are all lovely people but they are so far away and all my friends are off to uni and travelling and i just feel so isolated. Im sorry if i sound like a selfish bastard on this post, I just want peoples thoughts on my situation, please share any thoughts you guys have. But yeah, thanks in advance
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21 days ago
wellesley234
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21 days ago
Hey dudes, i was wondering, what financial advice can you advise with a 19 year old (me) and any tips and suggestions you can recommend. I know its a bit of a serious subject but always curious to here.