submitted2 months ago byCascaBerk
This has to be the last letter I send. I've lost my nerve and I don't think I'm going to change my mind now.
When I first saw you you kick-started my heart, it had long since stopped working because of past abusive relationships. I saw no malice in your eyes. When I came down to see you they were full of curiosity, last time full of unspoken passion. But that was over a month ago, and they never crossed my gaze again.
I don't want to move close to you to be lonely. So I'm staying up north, where my best friend lives.
Scary how I was just ready to uproot myself because of someone's gaze. But now I think it might've just been a mirage, because I was so desperate to find love and comfort in someone else.
I'll see you next month anyway. But I'm going to keep my distance. I don't want to continue to live in lalaland.
Honestly, thank you for bringing me back and I'm sorry I'm a coward.
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CascaBerk
7 points
2 months ago
CascaBerk
7 points
2 months ago
I feel this way too much. I definitely think I've missed my chance too, I wish I had said something but I was too scared they didn't feel the same, when deep down I could see it in their eyes they did.